the ultimate disappointment in my life. i don't know what to do or who tell. it's ruining me but i can't let it ruin anyone else. but by keeping quiet im protecting it. if i say something i kill someone's soul. but it's not my place to judge or condemn that's up to my almighty Father. the only Father that knows right from wrong. day by day I feel weaker holding on to this, i feel sick. my stomach, my head, my body. what do i do? what do i say? Lord, help me.