*Advisory*
The following is release. I've been clogged since May 2006 and tonight on December 25, 2008, I'm getting it all out. I'm not depressed, I'm not sad, I'm not hurting, this is just me touching a part that I haven't used in a while....enjoy (?)
It feels like an airbag imploding when there's no accident. A bouncy ball that never stops bouncing. The favorite chew toy your dog Spike likes to bite. But it's ok, it's been through worse. It feels like it's been sealed tight for hundreds of years with a lock, but no key. A safe box, icebox, same thing. I used to remember what it looked like when it was brand new, but I just say what she says or he says when someone asks what's new. It's red and I got all the pieces still in tact, been real careful with it. Funny how I can't mention how it acts up. When I can't feel my hands. And the sun is blue. Or how the noise went away. I honestly don't know how long it'll keep up. I got no warranty or insurance on it either, I was told it was strong and pure, whatever that means. Sometimes I wonder what like would be like without it, the constant clogging. The clutter. The bruises and bleeding. I thought it stopped before, but today it kicked. It kicked... Heart we got some work to do. If I'm ever to give you away again, I got to get ALL your pieces back together, get your condition BRAND new. Someone out there knows how to hold you the right way and knows where to put you, better than I. Just got to be patient, heart.
The following is release. I've been clogged since May 2006 and tonight on December 25, 2008, I'm getting it all out. I'm not depressed, I'm not sad, I'm not hurting, this is just me touching a part that I haven't used in a while....enjoy (?)
It feels like an airbag imploding when there's no accident. A bouncy ball that never stops bouncing. The favorite chew toy your dog Spike likes to bite. But it's ok, it's been through worse. It feels like it's been sealed tight for hundreds of years with a lock, but no key. A safe box, icebox, same thing. I used to remember what it looked like when it was brand new, but I just say what she says or he says when someone asks what's new. It's red and I got all the pieces still in tact, been real careful with it. Funny how I can't mention how it acts up. When I can't feel my hands. And the sun is blue. Or how the noise went away. I honestly don't know how long it'll keep up. I got no warranty or insurance on it either, I was told it was strong and pure, whatever that means. Sometimes I wonder what like would be like without it, the constant clogging. The clutter. The bruises and bleeding. I thought it stopped before, but today it kicked. It kicked... Heart we got some work to do. If I'm ever to give you away again, I got to get ALL your pieces back together, get your condition BRAND new. Someone out there knows how to hold you the right way and knows where to put you, better than I. Just got to be patient, heart.
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