day 1.

did some necessary reflection today and discovered some things about myself:

selfish
sometimes i think i'm the only person who goes through what i go through and im really at the bottom of the map, when really, i'm not. nobody's problems is WORSE than anyone else's but we all go through our strife. i need to stop thinking about ME and comparing myself with others in any and every situation.

heavy-hearted
i got so many grudges from my past i honestly don't even remember why i'm holding any of them. im not here to beg forgiveness or pardon, but honestly i got no hate in my heart for anyone. that holds me back from living. you can hate me, talk about me, play me, diss me, whatever i don't care. but i got to keep living my life.


-fin