hah so there's a scheduled outage today at 4:00PM PDT so around 6:00PM EST. ( I think )
so since i have nothing important to blog about i'll just make it random thoughts thursday.

• i want a boyfriend
• but i don't want exclusiveness
• my mom is expecting me to get married before im 26
• i don't even have any potentials
• i need to stop acting so tough all the time
• i need to stop being so nice
• i like my hair it's really soft and smells good
• i think im going to buy an ipod touch tomorrow
• actually donny is a potential
• i wonder what life would be like if i was still with my ex
• i wonder what life would be like if i went to nccu
• i wonder what life would be like if my parents stayed in ny
• or haiti
• i wish shamika was closer...
• i don't have a lot of REAL true friends
• depressed cause i got 10 weeks of school left
• i really want to go to my friends party at blu this friday night
• i wish that i had my own personal cook who could make me the entire Friday's menu and Carry Out items
• i wish i found like $1000 just lying in a lunch bag
• i wish there was more than 24 hrs in one day