niggas want to leave when you say you out M U S T A R D

Apparently someone who I loved has made claims that I was:

• undeserving
• wack

Bashed, tore, strip and totally disrespected me in every single way & since these allegations and verbal attacks have started (way back) I've always been silent and yielded. Never did I publicly or on twitter speak ill or target this person in any of my tweets. I'm hurt but at the same time I'm feeling fortified. All these years I spent my time putting the blocks together for an unmoving and repelling wall only to be a FOOL to believe someone could love me.

When love doesn't work out cause the time isn't right does that justify hatred or a distorted disconnection? Would someone who claimed they had love for me so recently have the ability to suddenly call me WACK and UNDESERVING when I've never assigned you as a person with fault and only looked to you with understanding? Yeah I was a fool. A big FUCKING fool. Now my heart is heavy and my mind swirls with regret. (Love) Fooled me twice, shame on me.

And now I feel sorry for myself. Cause I know I won't give anyone the chance to get close to me again, when a great guy is probably gone make his way to me.

J U S T M Y L U C K __________x