Response: Tila Tequila

"Suicide (Latin suicidium, from sui caedere, to kill oneself) is the intentional killing of one's self."

Warning signs that an individual is imminently planning to kill themselves
may include the person making a will, getting his or her affairs in order,
suddenly visiting friends or family members (one last time), buying instruments
of suicide like a gun, hose, rope or medications, a sudden and significant
decline or improvement in mood, or writing a suicide note.
Contrary to popular belief, many people who complete suicide do not tell any
mental-health professional they plan to kill themselves in the months before they do so.
If they communicate their plan to anyone, it is more likely to be someone with
whom they are personally close, like a friend or family member.

This is in no way, shape or form an attempt to bash Tila or to poke fun at her, but more so an attempt to understand, too many missing pieces for this puzzle to make any sense. If any comments I make sound offending, they're not meant to be.

OfficialTila: I will give u two more weeks, but after that i shall be leaving. 2 more weeks until u weep for my life that has finally ended.

OfficialTila: We all have to go at some point in time, but my time is soon, so i can finally rest my mind. 2 more weeks and then we shall say goodbye.

OfficialTila: ppl take life 4 granted, but im trying 2 change that so u wont take life 4 granted anymore. Let me sleep now. ill share my life 4 2 mo weeks

OfficialTila: I have just lost hope for mankind. They are morbid creatures and im tired of being here trying 2 help ppl when everyone is so ignorant.

I've seen so many TT (trending topics) and RT (retweets) and @replies toward Tila, but never spoke out on it, cause 1) it's twitter 2) celebrities only greet their human counterparts: celebrities. But this is truly disturbing, ridiculous and a huge offense to everything I believe in terms of spirtual and religious matters. But I'm not trying to preach to anyone.

So you're telling me, that you plan to commit suicide and you announce it on Twitter? No doubt you are fully capable of doing so, but on Twitter? You're not calling your family? Close friends? Keeping this private? With as MUCH followers as you have, you think announcing it on TWITTER is the best way to go about this? First off at about 12:12PM 10/5/2009 you have 258,656 followers. Who probably follow and are followed by at least 500+ people who are going to spread these TWEETS of you promising to end your life. This will reach people in your workplace, close circle, and everyone will be CALLING you, INTERVENING, and all the above when you give a TWO WEEKS deadline.

And then to put God's name in this. To say you tried to save mankind? How? What did you do? You speak of philanthropy, I looked up and saw your name NO WHERE except as an attendee at Russel Simmons event a couple of weeks ago.

OfficialTila: I was the chosen one to come down here and be a messenger to try to help save the world. But the world lost hope. My job is done here. <--- What have you done, though? In all seriousness.

OfficialTila: I have just lost hope for mankind. They are morbid creatures and im tired of being here trying 2 help ppl when everyone is so ignorant. <-- everyone else in this world are morbid creatures and ignorant?

OfficialTila: I know more about God than any of u. I had 6 near death experiences and died a few times N docs brought me back 2 life I seen the other side <-- how dare you make a claim like this. Who are you to judge and hold a position as one to know who knows God and how much? I think that's the most offending statement of them all. Call me a morbid creature, call me ignorant! But don't tell me I know NOTHING or anywhere as close as YOU about God. What kind of God-fearing, God-loving person tells that to people? Never heard Mother Theresa, John the Baptist say ANYTHING like this to ANYONE. So who are YOU?

OfficialTila: I know SO much about why the world is ending in 2012. God has given up on you humans U only get worse. He has lost faith in you... <-- That doesn't sound like my God. "God so loved the world, that he gave his ONE and ONLY son. That who so ever believes in him, will not perish but have EVERLASTING LIFE."

OfficialTila: I know so much about this because I am the chosen one to be the messenger. But mankind has no hope 4 being saved anymore. <-- You are the chosen one? You. Why you? Help me understand. The last chosen one, lived his life as the poor. Walked around praying, helping and revealing truths to others. He didn't live his life as a glam model, doing photoshoots, on twitter, partying, attending celebrity functions or have ANY money. So why are YOU the chosen one for me? You don't represent me in any way. Don't tell me that. He didn't commit suicide when people persecuted him and told him he WASN'T the Messiah. He continued preaching his word and loving everyone until he was BETRAYED, CAPTURED and KILLED. So I don't see how God would choose you to do his work, for you to ABANDON it by commiting SUICIDE.

OfficialTila: and believe me...once I die...and I am right by God's side..trust that he & I will make a list 4 all u ppl condoning suicide. Ur goin 2 hell <-- it's wrong to condone suicide but it's acceptable to commit suicide? And are you saying you have committed no WRONG in this life on EARTH? And if not, and you know you have faults, when is the last time you SEEKED and BEGGED forgiveness for ANY wrong you've done?

OfficialTila: I guarantee U that at least 40 people who are following me on Twitter will be dead by the end of this year. Guaranteed. Statistics dont lie <-- Why would God's chosen one say this? If anything shouldn't you pray that God forbid this from happening? I wouldn't predict that on ANYONE.

OfficialTila: Cuz it shoulda been on TT by now but its not. Twitter hates me so they blocked every TT I do from getting on trends. LAME. <-- it's so important to you that they allow the fact that you want to commit suicide a TRENDING TOPIC on TWITTER? But the fact that it is not is LAME?

OfficialTila: How come Twitter doesn't block Souljaboy with his weird TT or when FAB does it...but how come Twitter only blocks me? So lame. <-- because they don't announce on Twitter they plan to kill themselves and how they are God's chosen one. They also don't call the world morbid creatures or ignorant. They also don't TEST the faith of OTHERS in God. That's just you.

OfficialTila: I'm tired of working hard just to give away 50% of my tax money to pay for YOUR lame asses whos talking shit 2 me right now.... <-- No words. I went to pre-K, grade school, high school and will be graduating college in 2010 with a degree. I've worked since I was 16 saved most of my pennies and YOU give away 50% of your tax money to WHO?

OfficialTila: Please get an education. Please stop using the "RACE" card in every situation & stop talkin shit when ppl like me are paying 4 ur food! nite <-- You graduated college with what degree? What is your career? If you can't do modeling or act anymore, what matriculation from school have you acquired to support yourself financially? I'm curious.

OfficialTila: Yea so keep hatin u ignorant fools. Just remember...I AM THE ONE PUTTING FOOD ON UR TABLE! That's right. MY TAX MONEY PAYS FOR YOU! <-- So I guess without you, all of us drop dead? Every last one of us? From East coast to West coast. We all are counting on you? The chosen one sent from our Heavenly Father to save us but feels that we are morbid creatures and too caught up ignorant to be saved and so in turn in the efforts to wake us up and show us God's Word, you will abandon God's life purpose he plant you on Earth by commiting suicide so that Twitter will allow you to be a TT?

OfficialTila: Violence violence violence, try 2 stop it if u can, kill more people if u must. But that won't solve anything.....free hatred from ur heart. <-- yes free ourselves of hatred. While you tell 258,779+ that we are MORBID, IGNORANT creatures part of the HUMAN RACE that is NOT WORTH SAVING according to GOD and that we are "LOWLIVES" who are given over 50% of your money to FEED OURSELVES.

I'm sorry, I'm not buying this. Nowhere in the bible or teachings of God does it say that he wants us to bash others and call them ignorant, lowlives, morbid creatures. To tell others they are a disgrace, and to personally deliver the WORD as him saying we as a people, humankind are a DISAPPOINTMENT and not worth saving. Ghandi, Mother Theresa, John The Baptist are the 3 people I believe were truly chosen ones. They lived their lives as Christ did, helping others. When people tainted their name, they didn't log on twitter and vent. They CONTINUED to help them. They lived their life in a way that Jesus did, and tried to save everyone they came in to contact with until their dying day. And for a girl born Tila Nguyen to change her name to an alcholic beverage, Tila Tequila, and to live the life she lives, partying, nude modeling, reality TV, does not make her a BAD person, NO, because God gives us all life from day ONE and loves us all SO MUCH he gives us all the choice on how we CHOOSE to live it. But I'm sorry Tila, you are not the chosen one. You're faith in God, seems so strong, but it's oh so cloudy and distorted. Read the bible, start to finish, for the next two weeks. And live your life as John the Baptist, Jesus and so many others did. Give up your "fame and fortune" and truly live in a Jesus-like way. Not on twitter.