Sticking To My Promise

I've already vowed not to bash men any longer, cause I realize it doesn't help the situation and no 2 men are like (and it's VICE VERSA for females). But one cat really just disappointed me tonight and it brought me 5 steps back.

I had to sit, assess the situation, vent, get opionions and drink on it. I've finally reached my conclusion and I'm ok.

To no one I'm not that special somebody but to everyone I am special, and I got to accept that for now.

Sooner or later I'll bump into the right one, but I definitely have not been looking. But this one guy has been around for 7 years and we're still where we at on the first day.

Not any longer, I've let go and let God on this. I don't need him just as much as he don't need me. I'm not mad, but I don't want to waste his space/time and I'm not trying have nothing of mine wasted either.

At least my textbooks never cheat on me. Hahaha.



*Smirnoff Watermelon is really strong, what do you think?